when ellen calls the world goes under
a second later i'm in pain
another minute and i swallow the last bit of understanding
because there's nothing left to gain
maybe i am in the wrong place
maybe i should be switching sides but nevertheless
i am safe when i am on the darkside
where all i can see is mine
i shouldn't listen to her talking
i shouldn't answer the phone
she was all i wanted
she was in all i ever done
she was all different from the others
and now she is all gone
and all the way
from then until today
i keep questioning myself why it shook me all the way
i remember all the good things
but they're the ones that made me crack
and in the end i wanted nothing
but nothing didn't want me back
i shouldn't look back like this
this isn't doing any good
she was everything i wanted
she was in all i ever done
she was all different from the others
and now she is all gone
all the way
from then until today
i am questioning myself why it shook me all the way
i shouldn't listen to her talking
i shouldn't listen at all