out of control
you know you've got me
don't wanna take me whole
before you crop me
i am falling apart
i am torn to pieces
i gave you my heart
but you threw it back
there's only one thing i have to say
i am sorry it has got to be this way
i don't want you to be around
until the day i'll be unbound
i am safe in the distance
i placed myself inside your sphere
a great mistake that brought me here
now i am unsure if i am
friend or enemy to you
i told you everything
but you wouldn't believe me
i opened my heart
did you have to close it
i'm sorry it's gonna be that way
so if you're looking for a place to stay (just don't ask me)
i don't want you to be around
until the day i'll be unbound
i'll stay in the distance
remember how i used to be
there's nothing left to take from me
now i am unsure if i am
friend or enemy to you
i was run over by my drunken mind
i was hushed i was blind
i sat at home without a thought in my head
i couldn't sleep how hard i tried
the clock on the wall it stared at me
and told me to get up
but i was locked in the middle
of a big time nowhere i was stuck
autumn came and it made me insane
i grew colder than anythng else
without a sound leaves fell to the ground
the world outside seemed to cry
the other day i went to see an old friend
after she had given me a call
that night i lay in bed
and i felt nothing at all
and that was good
so good
i'll take a break from all of this
until i've forgotten what to miss
i've got to deal with it
so don't blame it on me
i'm far from happy these days
but i will make my way
i'm hurt so understand
and don't blame it on me